MICROBIOLOGY :l

i THINK SOMETIMES IT'S OUR LIFE AS HUMANS IS SOOOO ALIKE MICROORGANISMS WHICH JUST LIVE WITH THE PURPOSE OF SURVIVING  AND REPRODUCTION..... OH I FORGET ANOTHER IMPORTANT THING : N2RF ASH5AS TANYA F 3YSHTHA AND CAUSING PAIN FOR THEM :/

welcome TO THE LALA LAND 

PS :THIS BLOG IS JUST A HAZE AFTER STUDYING MICROBIOLOGY AND MY DISASTER IN THE EXAM WITH IT .....

انا بتعصر و بتفرم و بستعبط جداً !!!
بجد ورايا مذاكرة بشكل مش طبيعى و مع ذلك بضيع وقت ! تعبت انى اقعد الوم نفسي انها مش بتذاكر !
عايزة ارجع تانى زى ايام زمان ايام ما كانت المذاكرة اهم حاجة فى حياتى كنت مرتاحة و عارفة اية اللى ورايا يمكن مش كنت مفيدة لحد غير نفسي و دى كانت اسوأ نقطة فالموضوع بس على الاقل ضميري كان مرتاح انى مش ورايا غير المذاكرة و الحمدلله بعمل اللى عليا فيها :)
يا رب قدرنى اخلص السنتين و نص اللى فاضلنى فى صيدلة و اكون حد كويس ! انا بس بعمل كل ده علشان رضاك عشان احس ان وقتى لما هسأل عنه هيكون فى حاجة مفيدة :) يا رب تكون فعلا حاجة مفيدة :)

Yeilda

Tonight is the longest night in the year !. 13 hrs & 57 minutes ,
:PS

Yeilda is the name of the longest night in the year which supposed to be today ^_^

تهيئات 3

اقدر لك قدومك على. مساعدتى اعلم انك لا تفعل ذلك بشكل خاص لشخصي ! و لكنها اخلاقك الطيبة التى جعلت منك الشخص الذى احبه على الدوام ! اقدر لك سماحك لى بحبك حتى ان كان فى الخفاء. دمت انت حبي الاول الخفى و الأخير بلا منازع ، هل ما زالت تهيئات ؟؟!
اتمنى الا تكون تهيئات 

تهيئات 2

ما اشبهنى بك !! 
ما اشبه نظراتك لنظراتى ... ارى فى حركتك النصف دائرية ... نظراتك المختلسة إلي ... انفرادك عن الجميع ... ارى فى كل ذلك نفسي و لكننى اعجز حتى عن التصريح إليها باننى احبك ! 
انتظر منك تلك الخطوة ... اتمنى الا يطول انتظارى ! اتمنى ان تصبح التهيئات حقائق!

5 December 2013

!!I almost have nothing to say about this day 

Although that I need to write about how I feel inferior to people 

Even those people who say they love u , They are your friends ... and then they choose the time to apply that ... They even forget u in their gathering photos , forget how that's painful to you !!  I spend my night at my faculty in SCOPS'14 Welcome party with people who called me friend but I realized that I'm just their colleague , I can not be in cope with them ... We are too much different ! Even my fundraising team I can't feel myself a part of it ! My presence or absence doesn't mean anything for them 

this day was the night of dis-covering alot of facts that I was ignorin

!

feeling proud

And yesterday was my FR IV !!

Totally um impressed by my answers ... One year ago i were not be able to take this step , Vanishing up my memory makes me feel proud whatever will be the result , u can call it ego but i call it self-confidence that can change anything into a better one  

Elhamdullah , Totally satisfied & Optimistic !!

21\October\2013

Today 21\ Novemb

 I've been accepted as a Fundraising member in

SCOPS :D :D 

TMORROW 5 december 

My third opening in the most beloved place in life :D

people who only work for others for a purpose of NEW EGYPT :d

ya Rab :)  :)

 .....Through My Whole Life 

I'm not ideal, Not perfect ! I seek for perfection although i know that i'll never reach it !! It can not be found on the earth , We are dreaming!! 

you are the rule girly ... All those girls are exceptions , They can't be perfect to follow !! 

A perfect girl doesn't laugh out of her home , You are the rule girly ... 

A perfect girl doesn't give time for anything ... Only study your lessons ... NO NO NO you don't have to give time for looking for yourself in high school just study well to have high grades & Join the best faculty, They will be nothing sweetie ... You will be the perfect !! 

What is this stupid perfection we are seeking for ... Loosing our youth aiming for it !!

 :) OK, I'll be the rule ! Do you know how ??! By Follow my own rules

the attached photo from  " Black swan movie " , This girl aimed for perfection & at the end she killed herself to

feel it , AND I'LL NEVER DO SO .... NEVER :D :D